Awalnya memang agak aneh, terbebani dengan beban kerja yang tidak pernah disangka akan muncul sebelumnya. Tapi jalani saja... Dan ternyata berhasil...
Memang masih harus menyelesaikan study yang sebentar lagi PASTI akan tuntas (walaupun ada sebersit pikiran "aku dikutuk untuk tua di Fakultas Psikologi UIN Suska") tapi pasti dalam waktu dekat ini akan mempersembahkan gelar sarjana untuk kedua orang tua (aku sendiri ga' terlalu maksa untuk gelar itu, argh!).
Yang terpikirkan kemudian memang wajib mengkaji ulang bahasa 'wong londo'-ku yang sangat menurun... Tapi itu nanti... seiring dengan berjalannya waktu, setelah lamaran--bahkan mungkin setelah menikah--aku bisa memikirkan itu...
Lalu bekerja di posisi impianku sebagai pekerja di salah satu badan ( minimal volunteer) milik PBB...
Nah, aku tengah berpikir bahwa semua itu akan menjadi kenyataan, karena saat ini apa yang sedang aku lakukan akan mengarahkanku kesana : menjadi Program Manajer Penjangkauan di yayasan Siklus. Hidup Social Worker!!! Hehehehe...
InsyaAllah dengan keyakinan, kerja keras dan Doa, semua yang kita inginkan akan tercapai!!!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
My New Desicion
Last night I've thinked about my life, my love and how is it goin to be...
These week has become the weakest point of my life. I've never been like this before...
Maybe it's true that I'm a dependent person, but i've never been depent like these on somebody before.
I realize that i've took myself so far from being myself. I realize that i've change to somebody else that i don't even know who the hell she is...
It is a sad reality for me... But thanks God I can open my eyes widely this time.
Now it's time for me to say :
1. Finished my school
2. Get more appropriate study
3. Find a real job (my dream is becoming a UN volunteer)
4. Still being a good housewife for my husband and my childrens (even I'm not married to anyman yet)
I mean, it's oke to be a wife (that's a woman's destiny), but it doesn't mean that you have to change!!! You just have to be yourself!!! Still going through your dreams!!!
And it makes me feel better because it turned me back to the real I AM. The real ISMI.
I'm so young!!! (i'm only 24th years old this April)
I'm fresh, smart and cheerfull!!!
I still want to and can do alot of things!!!
My future is wide open in front of me!!!
These week has become the weakest point of my life. I've never been like this before...
Maybe it's true that I'm a dependent person, but i've never been depent like these on somebody before.
I realize that i've took myself so far from being myself. I realize that i've change to somebody else that i don't even know who the hell she is...
It is a sad reality for me... But thanks God I can open my eyes widely this time.
Now it's time for me to say :
1. Finished my school
2. Get more appropriate study
3. Find a real job (my dream is becoming a UN volunteer)
4. Still being a good housewife for my husband and my childrens (even I'm not married to anyman yet)
I mean, it's oke to be a wife (that's a woman's destiny), but it doesn't mean that you have to change!!! You just have to be yourself!!! Still going through your dreams!!!
And it makes me feel better because it turned me back to the real I AM. The real ISMI.
I'm so young!!! (i'm only 24th years old this April)
I'm fresh, smart and cheerfull!!!
I still want to and can do alot of things!!!
My future is wide open in front of me!!!
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